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hmmmmmmm..........hasnt been much INTERACTING and SIGNING THE G.BOOK!!!

Oh wells, turns our my essay is two pages.......i think it's over the word limit but oh wells....yeh, oh wells.....anyway, christine and vivian says yeah, its pretty much okay, but i need to change some stuff around, but as i quote from christine "it doesn't really what we're saying, but its better to listen cos their....suggestions, not advice, we're not allowed to give that [laughs] so yeah, at then end it's all up to you". she's real nice.

and well, let's recap what i said yesterday about my classes.....seeing the end results of it and if it really was more relaxing.....

1st period: visual arts -- ms. maheljavich (think i spelt it wrong so i'll just call her ms. m) was teaching us again, but she was away so we had ms. brown, yiwen's geography teacher. the period was pretty fun cos we just sat there talked and did stuff. i wrote down parts of lyrics (aint it funny, just the thing etc.); lisa made oragami things (i got to keep a turtle) and yiwen just sat there talking to me.

2nd period: science -- we did do an experiment and i have to admit, the period was kinda fun =) we also had to write up the report, but that was okay and we also had to answer these questions and that was okay to cos they were easy questions. oh yeah, we got our science report marks back and i got a B. that's pretty much okay, actually =)

3rd period: english -- that was fun as well! a lot of the groups took a long time to finish off the ad so we can had the whole period to finish it instead of half of it. our ad sucked i gotta say =P oh wells, oh wells...hehe, that DB in hot30 countdown is so so so funny when he writes in he's diary

4th period: geography -- we had to have it in our english classroom so that was a good thing about geog. see, the A19 (eng. room) seems like the best place to learn anything (especially english) because it appears so big and warm and breezy and airy and fun! anywayz, leesa had a spair seat next to her and she yelled out "lisa! serena! both of you come sit next to me!!" yeah well, lisa was too fast for me and she got there and sat there first. i had to sit in the same table as brooke, candice etc. and I was BORED!!!!! luckily, leesa and lisa came to the rescue and i exchanged letters/notes with leesa and lisa using our silly nicknames (i'm three vowels [eea], leesa is double e [ee, also courtsey of diana for makin it up] and lisa is one eye [i]

kekeke well, im dreading giving the essay in cos im POSITIVE im gonna get an extremely bad mark!! oh well, better not dwell over the past....

okay, okay, bloody HELL!! i promised myself i wouldn't make this a personal diary, but i cant get into my current offline one so i'm gonna write down some personal thoughts (yikes!)

i feel as if brooke and i arents best friends anymore....not even a friend anymore....see, in her friendship book she didnt write ME (nor aiman) as her best friend and she says im her 1st best friend and that makes me feel real sad.

i also feel as if EVERYONE is ignoring me!! (except for diana and our group, leesa and lisa and their group, my family and teachers) i mean, eg. i said something in geog. and nobody replied or anything. bloody hell, dont they know how angry and upset it makes me feel? my heart is all tight and everything as i right this but im too angry and upset to actually cry. i feel as if im invisible as if im not important; even my nickname on MSN is ¦¦º°WhËñéVë® Î §å¥ §õM±hïÑg ïN ®ëÅ£ï±y ïm ÎgÑô®éÐ -- ñô wØÑdë® £ÎF€ §ÛÇK§°º¦¦ (plus the bus was 15 mins late which didnt improve my mood)

well, what did i do about it u ask? well, whenever they (finally) talk to me (they're not good friends of mine), i'd pretend not to hear them speak the first time, but on the 2nd or 3rd time, i'll say "what" in an irate voice. probably doesnt change anything but oh well

one of the highlights of my day was when cindy gave me her friendship book to write in =) brooke, candice, jessie T etc. havent even wrote in it either!!! kekeke; i didnt mind carol etc. since they're bessie friends and mylee etc. cos their in more of her classes and stuff. (heidi had already written in it and she looked so cute in her piccy)

another highlight (besides the above and geography) was in lunch when diana and the rest of us and me played handball. diana and i started singing "because i got high" by afroman and "u remind me" by usher. it was real fun cos we kept singing it over and over again which annoyed jenny, jennifer, yiling, fiona, land, phuong and yiwen. kekekeke. plus you know the part in "cos i got high" where the dude starts makin chicken noises? yeah well, we did that too and i loved it cos it sounded like real chickens and like afroman! hehe, "bgerrk, bgerrk" (or something like that) better than "brooawk, broawk, broawk"! (or something like that hehe)

hopefully tomorrow'll be better (gonna keep on doing this):

1st period: maths (omg, YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
2nd period: industrial arts; computers (yea!!!! hope i can race kevin in typing again; bet i'll kick he's butt)
3rd period: history (ooooh time to hand in the essay!! besides that, yay! learning about medieval and its verrrrrrry interesting especially about the witches and all ^_~)
4th period: science (hope its the same as todays, laid-back, easy work and an easy experiment)

well need sleep i guess, 10:25 already and yeah this post is sooo long.............................bai bai pplz

posted by yupkigirl__ a.k.a. serena ^^ @ 10:26:00 PM