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You know, I had the WEIRDEST dream last night. It all started off when me, my cousins and andrew were at my backyard and we were playing around and looking up at my house. (the back of the house was weird; different, cos my room was on top of my sister's and her room was on top of the living room) anyway, all of us had the knowledge that (omG, gag me) andrew and i were dating. Isn't that WEIRD? The both of us have NO attraction to each other whatsoever and never will (I don't think).

Anyway, I then see him in the dark, kissing this Indian girl who moved in next door (she was seven yrs old, though she looked 13) and then i got all upset, and my cousin, Ian (he's a guy that's turning 11 soon) says that he thinks that the girl is pretty. Nice. Perfect.

And then our neighbour, Isabel, is having tea with some of her friends and then she says hi to the girl and started talking to her, completely ignoring me.

After that, Andrew goes home and the girl goes home to, but she's perfectly nice to me but I hate her I think. Brooke then calls me, knowing what's happened and then I tell her, all confused, "But Andrew's supposed to like Carolyn, but instead me and him go on a date and he kisses some girl." She consoles (sp?) me and then we decide to go to Liverpool to shop.

We go there and we start off by talking about Andrew, me, Carol and the girl and then we decide to go to this wonderful chocolate shop to buy some chocolate. We go in, and the lady's taking care of two customers so we just look around. Brooke takes one of the chocolates and since the lady's finished, I ask her where the Crunch bars are, and she hands me a tiny chocolate mars bar (You know, like the mini-funsize square ones). I sigh then go off to find the Crunch bar (I kept the Mars one though). I found a Crunch one, and it's really nice, much better than the usual ones. Anyway, we go and pay the lady (she's real nice and chubby with pink cheeks and looks like a fairy godmother), I pay her 5 cents, and was about to give more money while Brooke gives 5 cents as well, but the lady goes "All right, thanks, come again!" Then Brooke and I left, with me feeling dazed.

Anyway, Brooke goes "Let's go to Sox [Shoes and Sox], I need to buy some more socks for school. I agree and we head off there. We go down the escalator and she goes into the store, and I follow, but then I remembered that I left something at the chocolate store (my red shoe I think), so I run back up store, and go up the stairs (there weren't any when we first went in) trying to squeeze through a couple of hundred people trying on shoes and stuff. I fell over a little boyand so I picked myself up and picked up this paper he's dropped when I fell over him. I pick up my shoe and handed him the paper back. It's a Selective trial test and he was in year 4, only. Some other girls and guys (in Kindy, year 1, 2, 3 and 5) all have those Selective tests and I overhear their dad telling them how important it is to make it to Selective and stuff. I stare at the family, and then I wake up, my hand clenched up as if I'm holding a shoe.

Was that weird or what? I think dreams always mean something, so I tried to translate it once I woke up. Here's what I came up with:

Something that I thought would NEVER happen, will happen, in a way that'll be confusing, but nice to me. Then, it'll be spoilt; broken by someone, or something, like a new person. It's a new school year, so there'll be new people coming in too. I'm betting a real pretty girl that'll entrance more than one guy. Anyway, then I'd be upset, but with that happening, it'll untie me with someone that I feel I kinda hate, even though we used to be like, best friends. Uniting, meaning we'd become friends again.

The chocolate store part may mean that I'll go somewhere (or meet someone) whom I really like, but if I'd have to find stuff and get it myself, or else I'll get a very different result from what I wanted. Once I succeed, then it'll be better than I expected, (Well, that's good at least ^_^) and I would'nt have to work very hard for it.

The Shoes and Sox part, probably means I'm about to go ahead and do something normal, ordinary, but I left something behind. Something that I probably felt the need to keep. Anyway, I'd go back and get it, but I wouldn't know what happens since I woke up. Anyway, I'd meet somebody on the way completely by chance (serendipity maybe), and then I'd realise that the person and I have a lot in common. Parents who expect too much. Pressure. Stuff like that.

Anywya, that's what I think, if you're real kind and have any other thoughts, please email me, or fill out the form next to this blog.

BTW, if you know anything about GreyMatter, please email me, or fill out the form next to this blog, cos I wanna install it, but I have no idea what to do =(

posted by yupkigirl__ a.k.a. serena ^^ @ 2:46:00 PM