like the face
of a newborn child,
innocent, unknowing.
Winter's end
promises
of a long lost friend.
Speaks to me of comfort
But I fear
I have nothing to give.
I have so much
to lose here in this lonely place.
Tangled up in your embrace
there's there's nothing I'd like better than
To fall.
updated atm, calender and siblings! I've also started working on my site collective/personal blog plus Petra is gonna move in her personal site and maybe her designs website. Same with Jen =)
Anyways, today must be Black Friday. My best friend tried to commit suicide; my other best friend and I seem to be about to end our friendship; my good friend and I are hardly talk to each other; I still haven't got my Geography test back yet (stupid I know); the school fete was boring. The only highlights was when I got home and got on the computer. the fete had delicious food, but it was a rip off. Another one was cos we had Visual Arts, and Ms. M. was away again so we got a free period and since Yiwen was bored,s he drew my most favourite animal -- a dragon!! It's awesome! I plan to get a huge piece of cardboard, stick the piccy of the dragon up; of my family up; of my friends up and of Benny Chan and maybe Blair McDonough up ^_~ YUMMY!!
I have nothing to give.
Wind in time
rapes the flower
trembling on the vine
and nothing yields to shelter
from above.
They say temptation will destroy our love.
The never ending hunger
sigh. nothing will get my mind of my friend who tried to commit suicide. she's suffering greatly from depression and we can't help her so that makes me feel guilty and ashamed and angry and upset. Most of us cried today cos she was this close *fingers help one millimetre apart* to dying. And this is her second attempt.
I swear, I'm not making this up -- it's all true which scares me the most.....
I have nothing to give
I have so much
to lose here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like better than
to fall
But I fear
I have nothing to give.
I have so much to lose.
I have nothing to give.
We have so much to lose...
-- Sarah McLachlan, Fear -- This is dedicated to my friend -- don't ever give up, me and the rest of our friends all treasure you and we do give a shit about you.
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