What are you doing here?! You should be in the jungle! I hear they have some tasty fleas there!
(Truly fascinating eh?)
Countdown: 1 more day (tis now 12:36 Wednesday in Aussie Land)
I. Am. A. Bitch.
No really, I am. I'm a big, huge, fat, jealous bitch, hack dammit!! Well, I'm only a big, huge, fat, jealous bitch when I talk to two particular people. Why? Cos I'm big, huge, fat and jealous that's why. Dammit. How can I not be jealous? Dammit!!!!!!
Countdown: 2 more days
Dammit I am sooooooooooo not happy =( But oh wellies; my sister is even more unlucky cos she has to go back to school tomorrow!!
I also got an award!! *squeals with excitement* I'm Caught in the Middle's DOTM!!! I'm so bloody happy!! *giggles* I've never been anyone's (or any site's) DOTM before!!! =)
Yesty I went to buy my school stuff =( Only 3 freaking more days till school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *starts crying loudly* Anyone gots a tissue? S
Sighs. Oh wells. The only good thing about going back to school is that Jenifer will get her pressie and I'll get mine ^_^ LOL Holidays are getting quite boring I admit but I love chatting to my friends =)
It's weird you know, I don't have much Net friends, but I have heaps of normal friends who I chat to, while with most of my net friends (Phoebe, Jayann etc.) have mostly Net friends instead *makes a face* Oh wellies.
Everybody, go to Charmed-Boards!!! I'm in a RPG right now (What Really Is Our Destiny) and I just got added and I'm gonna play a teacher!! Her name's Andrea (Andi) Joquera and she teaches Science and she's a bit like me, a tomboy with a mischeivious (sp?) streak who loves lil kiddies. Only difference is, she ain't Asian, she's pretty, a single mom and she used to do withcraft (well it is Charmed we're talking about!!)
P.S. Updated the button wall and the calender thingy magig LOL ^_~
Updated the site >>
>> Joined a heap of cliques
>> Look to your left/right (depending on what your sense of direction is ^_~)
>> Look out for a new fanlisting!! (made by me, lol)
>> Gonna update the button wall
>> Changed buttons
>> Got a new sibling site =)
Got this from FridayFive.org
1. What cologne or perfume do you wear?
If I could, I'd wear Ralph by Ralph Lauren and maybe one from the Scents + Sense range by Esprit
2. What cologne or perfume do you like best on the opposite sex?
Calvin Klein -- Don't know what it's called but my Dad has it and it smells lovely =)
3. What one smell can you not stomach?
Poop. And garlic or something my parents use when they cook
4. What smell do you like that others might consider weird?
Paint/texta. Maybe money (it smells interesting ^_~)
5. How do you plan to spend your weekend?
Surfing the net, chatting with friends, spending time with family and just plain doing nothing. =D
Hey lookie here: I have officially married Ryan Phillipe!!! Yay!!! Move over Reese! (Just Kidding)
Sick, ain't it? You can get married with someone too!! =)
Guess what? I'm now a judges at Skills!!! C'mon peeps, go and join!!!!
Anyway, I had another weird dream last night. It had people I don't know in it. I mean, people I never. Probably people who don't even exist.
Anyway it was about this girl, set in the middle ages (medieval times) She had to marry this guy she didn't like and was horribly upset and depressed. Anyway, along comes a guy and she falls for him and he likes her too so they start kissing and then it blacks out. (It's like a movie) Then it shows him standing up, already dress and the girls sitting on a chair, smiling at him. Then some soldiers came along and said "We've come to get you, you demon!!"
The guy just smiles and looks at the girl and says, "You don't know me -- the real me." Then he disappears. He's like some kinda god or demon or something and thats just freaky.
What on earth does that mean? Maybe the girl's sposed to represent me and that I'd fall for someone or something and get into their trap when inr eality, I don't even know them and they're much different from what I first suspected.
That makes sense eh?
Hey isn't this sick? I got it from the Charmed-Boards.com
Here is what I'm mostly likely to become when I'm an adult:
# 1 Artist
# 2 Chemist
# 3 Movie Star
# 4 Park Ranger
# 5 Reporter
# 6 Rock Star
# 7 Salesperson
# 8 Teacher
# 9 Astronaut
# 10 Chef
# 11 Doctor
# 12 Engineer
# 13 FBI Agent
# 14 Geneticist
# 15 Lawyer
# 16 Police Officer
# 17 Politician
# 18 Researcher
# 19 Author
# 20 Computer Game Programmer
# 21 Graphic Designer
# 22 Inventor
# 23 Professional Sports Player
# 24 Web Designer
# 25 Mathemetician
This is weird considering I suck at art. Take the test ,a href=http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php3?client=those target=_blank>here
You know, I had the WEIRDEST dream last night. It all started off when me, my cousins and andrew were at my backyard and we were playing around and looking up at my house. (the back of the house was weird; different, cos my room was on top of my sister's and her room was on top of the living room) anyway, all of us had the knowledge that (omG, gag me) andrew and i were dating. Isn't that WEIRD? The both of us have NO attraction to each other whatsoever and never will (I don't think).
Anyway, I then see him in the dark, kissing this Indian girl who moved in next door (she was seven yrs old, though she looked 13) and then i got all upset, and my cousin, Ian (he's a guy that's turning 11 soon) says that he thinks that the girl is pretty. Nice. Perfect.
And then our neighbour, Isabel, is having tea with some of her friends and then she says hi to the girl and started talking to her, completely ignoring me.
After that, Andrew goes home and the girl goes home to, but she's perfectly nice to me but I hate her I think. Brooke then calls me, knowing what's happened and then I tell her, all confused, "But Andrew's supposed to like Carolyn, but instead me and him go on a date and he kisses some girl." She consoles (sp?) me and then we decide to go to Liverpool to shop.
We go there and we start off by talking about Andrew, me, Carol and the girl and then we decide to go to this wonderful chocolate shop to buy some chocolate. We go in, and the lady's taking care of two customers so we just look around. Brooke takes one of the chocolates and since the lady's finished, I ask her where the Crunch bars are, and she hands me a tiny chocolate mars bar (You know, like the mini-funsize square ones). I sigh then go off to find the Crunch bar (I kept the Mars one though). I found a Crunch one, and it's really nice, much better than the usual ones. Anyway, we go and pay the lady (she's real nice and chubby with pink cheeks and looks like a fairy godmother), I pay her 5 cents, and was about to give more money while Brooke gives 5 cents as well, but the lady goes "All right, thanks, come again!" Then Brooke and I left, with me feeling dazed.
Anyway, Brooke goes "Let's go to Sox [Shoes and Sox], I need to buy some more socks for school. I agree and we head off there. We go down the escalator and she goes into the store, and I follow, but then I remembered that I left something at the chocolate store (my red shoe I think), so I run back up store, and go up the stairs (there weren't any when we first went in) trying to squeeze through a couple of hundred people trying on shoes and stuff. I fell over a little boyand so I picked myself up and picked up this paper he's dropped when I fell over him. I pick up my shoe and handed him the paper back. It's a Selective trial test and he was in year 4, only. Some other girls and guys (in Kindy, year 1, 2, 3 and 5) all have those Selective tests and I overhear their dad telling them how important it is to make it to Selective and stuff. I stare at the family, and then I wake up, my hand clenched up as if I'm holding a shoe.
Was that weird or what? I think dreams always mean something, so I tried to translate it once I woke up. Here's what I came up with:
Something that I thought would NEVER happen, will happen, in a way that'll be confusing, but nice to me. Then, it'll be spoilt; broken by someone, or something, like a new person. It's a new school year, so there'll be new people coming in too. I'm betting a real pretty girl that'll entrance more than one guy. Anyway, then I'd be upset, but with that happening, it'll untie me with someone that I feel I kinda hate, even though we used to be like, best friends. Uniting, meaning we'd become friends again.
The chocolate store part may mean that I'll go somewhere (or meet someone) whom I really like, but if I'd have to find stuff and get it myself, or else I'll get a very different result from what I wanted. Once I succeed, then it'll be better than I expected, (Well, that's good at least ^_^) and I would'nt have to work very hard for it.
The Shoes and Sox part, probably means I'm about to go ahead and do something normal, ordinary, but I left something behind. Something that I probably felt the need to keep. Anyway, I'd go back and get it, but I wouldn't know what happens since I woke up. Anyway, I'd meet somebody on the way completely by chance (serendipity maybe), and then I'd realise that the person and I have a lot in common. Parents who expect too much. Pressure. Stuff like that.
Anywya, that's what I think, if you're real kind and have any other thoughts, please email me, or fill out the form next to this blog.
BTW, if you know anything about GreyMatter, please email me, or fill out the form next to this blog, cos I wanna install it, but I have no idea what to do =(
VOTE VOTE VOTE!!! (it's not so hard, you just gotta click on it once, then click again [on the word saying vote or by clicking here])
YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got this layout up!!! Added a heap more content and changed the guestbook as well. I stayed up till 3 in the morning trying to upload all this crap but I had FTP problems so I just wasted an hour of precious sleep =P Only had 9 hours to sleep!! Oh wellies
Anyway, I'm going to open a wallpaper site called "Solace Papers" Nice name eh? (Just don't take it!!!) Anyway, I got the name after thinking, "What happens after July 24th 2002 is ove?" (That's when my domain expires) and I decided to create a personal site/jump site called "Solace" and well, since I can't right now, I'll just settle for "Solace Papers".
Anyway, I always added an affiliates and a few new siblings =)
Did some more quizzes (thanks to Micki for putting them up on the Deelish Blog ^_~)

I am Kung Fu Master.
I like to be in control of myself. I dislike crowds, especially crowds containing people trying to kill me. Even though I always win, I prefer to avoid fights if possible.
What Video Game Character Are You?
Oh yeah, I just need to fix up the Internet section and then the new layout will be up =) Also, new hostee coming soon!! =)

In the movie, I am played by Miranda Otto.
Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software
YAY!!!!!!!!! the layouts finished and I just need to upload everything!! =)
And if you read the guestbook (her happiness), you may see my stupid lil sister's comments about my website, and i DIDNT make her say that about the layout!! she just kept saying its cool and nice, so i made her say something more than that!!!!!!!!!!
All right, new layout coming up!!! It's gonna be pink (I love pink in layouts) and of.........BRITNEY SPEARS!!!!!!!!!!

dammit!!
went to a stupid hair salon thing and took a bloody three 1/2 hours. cut my hair and dyed it red. bloody hate it. hairdresses ALWAYS cute it shorter than I told them. It's too bloody short and the colour is too bloody red and I AM PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!
im just gonna wash my hair as much as possible in hope the colour might fade out. cant do anything about the hair length so i'll just have to bear it dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mum and sister says it looks nice but it AINT dammit!!!!!!!!!!!
and the tables are messed up AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
(my worries are very petty, i can tell)
Dum da dum dum!! If I was a FFX character, I would be.........
ahh sighs, let's all pray and hope Jen would be okay. She's got a disease and was hospitalised for a week or so. She's a hostee of mine, but she closed down her reviews site, but I completely understand. I just hope she gets better.
On a lighter note, the Sin Fransisco Fanlisting is opened
here are some of my TheSpark.com results:
86% pure! There are 0% people like me, 97% less pure than me, and 3% of people as pure as me =D Sick eh?
I'm also 16% bitch! 0% people like me, 4% less bitchier than me and 96% bitchier than me. Personally, I reckon they may be damn well right! =D
Slut = 9%. Sluttier than 2% of the world, cleaner than 98% of the word ;) Very nice. And guess what? There's this question about having "mmm-hmmm" with a famous guy and 8 other women chose Benny Chan and 154 chose Louis Koo (I did it twice and chose them two different times). LOL, funny!
Currently, I am NOT pregnant (duh) and i'm gonna have 2 kids in my life, and the first one would be:
Sex: male
Birth weight: 17 lbs. 12 oz. (huh?)
Length at birth: 7 inches (huh?)
Chance of mangling birth-defect: 8%
Most likely defect: runny nose
Like just 12% of the population you are a GURU (SEAF)--kind, knowing, giving. Like Buddha of old, you can be a persuasive speaker, and you use your creative talents to further the objectives of your heart instead of your mind. But be careful that your friends don't take advantage of your relaxed nature, that's what happened to Jesus.
Above all, you like going with the flow. And there is probably nothing in the world you haven't smoked. That's cool. Oh yeah, you like to talk a lot. That's cool, too. Whatever. (Sick, I'm like a hippie!!)
I'm sposed to die at the age of 81 yrs old, on September 30th 1069!! (me friend's bday too!) Most possible is cancer, but mate yeah right.
Sick, it says I am most definitely am a woman, and of course, they're right =D
In the year 2019, when I'm 34, I'l be able to make one million bucks. Oh yeah!
Well, today I had 12 hours sleep, hmmm-mmm, yummy sleep!!
Yesterday was a very nice night, extremely nice. My family and I went out to have dinner at Star City in Sydney, and we had all-you-can-eat. Fortunes restaurant, I think it's called. Anyhow, food was nice, but not that nice and I had a baaaaaaaad stomachache!! Everytime I eat a meal at Sar City, I get stomachaches. THEY HAVE A BLOODY GRUDGE AGAINST ME!!!!!!!!
Oh wells. Anyhow, it was nice, in a way that I can't explain. We were all happy and really full and feeling very humourous. It was a very nice family feeling we all had and I loved it. Now, every second Sunday, we're going out to eat =D. Dad says that's the first time no one came home unhappy =D Maybe it is, but oh wells.
When we went home, it was also very nice cos we kept on talking a lot and making jokes and laughing and then there was this song my 5-yr-old brother, Eric, likes, and it's like, one of those really old Chinese songs. We all started singing to it and it was funny and nice =D
What a nice night =D
5 hours and 45 mins spell. Dammit!!! I went to bed at 12:45 but I couldn't get to sleep until 2: something. Dammit I swear!!
In this last two days, it was like a movie/episode marathon. I watch Legally Blonde, then Once More, With Feeling (BtVS), Something Blue (BtVS), Intervention (BtVS) and Tomb Raider, and all of them just rawked!!!!! =D
I have an idea for a new site, since watching my first eppy of Buffy (my first FULL eppy of Buffy [that's kinda sad hey?) ANYway, I just loved Anya [as a character, not anymore mate], the ex-demon and Xander Harris' fiancee, so I'm planning to make a website dedicated to the character and Emma Caulfield.
I love a lot of the songs on the Buffy Musical, especially Under Your Spell (Tara Maclay/Amber Benson) and Rest in Peace (Spike/James Marsters). Amber's got a voice like an angel's, I swear!! And James' voice is really nice, I like it, it's got a kind of rock edge to it =D
Wells. Now I'm just gonna go and watch Hell Hath No Fury (Charmed) =)
I'm bloody pissed.
The reason why shall remain anonymous (in case the person comes and comments on me telling the whole wide world =P)
Anyways, yesterday, I stayed up till bloody 2:12 (or around it) watching "Something Blue." (BTVS) I love that episode (never seen it before), but it's really funny and cool!! OMG, I love watching how Spike and Buffy acted when they were betrothed and the ending as well. But I felt so sorry for Willow because Oz left. Sigh. I still think Riley's a prick; Spike (or maybe Angel) all the way!!!!!!! =) Hehehe.
Now I'm just gonna go and watch "Restless" (haven't seen that before, but it sounds realllllllly interested ^_^)
Oh yeah, I got accepted into a couple of cliques and I got a review back form "Moon-Swirl Reviews" as well as updating the At The Moment page (it's in GIRL)
ARGH!!! DAMMIT, the tables aren't right again!!!!!
the weirdest, most hilarious and least likely thing happened last night (actually today cos it was around 1 something)
see, right, me and me male friend was just talking (he shall remain anonymous) and then he asks if he could come to my house tomorrow or the day after. And then i go, your kidding. And then he goes, no seriously. And then I go, sure, why not? And he goes sick!!!!!!!!!!!!! The convo is really hilarious actually, (to me at least ) so I may post it up =)
Updates -->
>> Joined a million and one cliques/fanlistings!!!!!!!!
>> Signed meself up for some reviews
>> I'm now a reviewer for Critically Correct!!!! (So if you want your site reviewed, please come to this one!!!!!! =D
P.S. If you're wondering why my nickname on MSN is 12138 and my blogger name thing is serena #12138, I'll explain here.
There are two reasons for it. 1) Because 12138 is my favourite character from one of my favourite Chinese movies (Master Q 2001). Anyway, 12138 is a gangster and he's just realllllllllllllly funny!! and 2) Because 12138 is now my favourite number [pronounce it as one-two-one-three-eight, not one twelve thousand, one hundred and thirty-eight [sounds better in Chinese anyhow =)]
Updates --
1) Nomainted meself in some awards.........go VOTE FOR ME when the time comes pleaseeeeeeeeeee
2) Added meself in some reviews
Wells, wells, wells, today was a better day than yesterday. After going to sleep at around 1:00 (I couldn't bear to take my eyes off the Journey to the West [though I've seen it before]!!!), Eric my bro woke me up and we went shopping at Target (good cos it's close to Sportsgirl and Just Jeans). Didn't buy much at Target, nor at Woolies, but me family and I went to Sportsgirl and Mum bought this fabulous caramel-coloured coat, for me at $20!! And mate, it used to be $70!! Sighs. Only cos Sportsgirl is closing down and plus there's the end-of-year sales. Sighs again. (BTW, I ain't a cheap cunt [I don't think hehees])
ooooooooooh, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!! (tis 2:16 pm the first day of January and two-double-0-two here!!!!!)
All right, I updated quite a lot --
1) Joined some cliques
2) Won an award (yea me!!)
3) Added some reviews
4) Got three more hostee sites moving in
5) Changed hosting stuff
6) Got an affiliate
Man, I had SUCH a bad stomach ache yesterday, on New Years Eve, causing me to be in a really pissed mood and that modd stayed with me today meaning I AM STILL PISSED OFF.
Dammit!! This year's probably gonna be SUCH a bad year. Here's what I bet's gonna happen:
1) I'll get bad marks for all my subjects including English, meaning I'll fail Maths, since I already get bad marks for Maths.
2) I'll make a lot of enemies
3) My friends'll backstab/betray me
4) I'd like a guy and then they'd reject me so badly
5) My eyesight (it's already 500 degrees) will get much worse
6) I'd look much worse in appearance
7) Some of me friends'll change schools
8) I'd be tagged as a loser/nerd
9) A loved one (friend/family) will die or get injured badly
10) I'll get into a deep depression
11) Life'll suck in general
Can you tell I'm in a pessimistic mood?